It’s spilled milk at this point anyway; there’s not way to reclaim my wasted youth. Women in my age group are nearing, in, or through menopause, and the trans-generational thing won’t cut it for me. I would never trust her motives anyway. Life’s OK. I don’t recommend a celibate life, but it’s doable. I was a virgin until 21 years old. And not because I wanted to be. I was painfully shy and not attractive enough for anyone to pay attention to me. I was tortured by the stigma and my confidence was in the toilet. Women can be judgmental and cruel. My nightmare was to fall in love with an experienced woman while still a virgin.